jäh jäh, today i had "school" so i saw what i had to see mh.
I guess i'm idiot to believe that this not allready everything but i would be a bigger idiot if there is something i can't see.

Why i haven't uploaded the promised photos? mh i thought i'll wait until the next homegame of our team, but the photos i made last saturday night aren't that good. Technical okay, but not that kind of pictures i would say that they represent my style. I don'T know what to do. I'm a bit angry abaut my future, my love, being alone, my work and stuff.. but i.. no.. nothing mhhhh.
Friendships are allready breaking of because i'm just a stupid lazy high smoker, i can't really tell.. It's truly difficult

I think i've to seperate between my friends, and tasks i'll do and tasks which are not that important ( -> staring to my driver lience i work on for now 2 years, projects which are not going forward..)

Normaly in the position i would smoke another joint and go to bed, but today.. i guess this is not the solution i would prefeer.
i'll tell you next days..

so long..

sorry for all that mistäkes..

love you <3